Here we are. Final week of the Great Genealogy Do Over of 2015. For some reason the American storyteller Jean Shepherd keeps popping into my head. How would Shep have told this tale? It would have made us laugh, that's for sure. And wince. And nod in agreement.
My tale was one wrought with much weeping. And angst. And humor. You've got to have humor. The reference to "one headlight" in the title is an apropo joke for me and a few select inner circle compadres. (and all my Facebook friends, truth be told)
Oh all right, you are really my inner circle now too. I'll share.
Mid-way through my whining and weeping trip through the Genealogy Do Over I had my highly anticipated cataract surgery. Well, let's just say things were not a "snap" for me, as so many others have reported. Nope. My eyesight actually got worse, much worse. Seeing through 'one headlight' worse. Oh, don't worry - they say it can be fixed.
With laser surgery.
In about 10 weeks.
Meanwhile they were ready to proceed as scheduled and 'fix' the other eye.
This week.
Um, no.
So here I am in my Cave with one good eye and one that is growing more and more out of focus with each passing day. It is ever more difficult to see, to type, to do all the things I love to do.
Kinda like the Do Over. (You remember the Do Over? This is a post about the Do Over.)
I thought my research was OK. I thought I had things under control and organized. A few minor tweaks was all I needed, really.
Bwaaaahaaaahaaaa .......
At week three I hit my first bump in the road and have been limping along ever since. I almost quite several times. I dug in my heels, cried and declared this whole exercise "too hard".
Who wants to do dumb old genealogy anyway?
But then something happened.
I went back to the beginning, again. (It is, after all, the very best place to start) I started from scratch. Fresh, clean, new. It felt good!
It felt DAMN good!
I opened and actually used the Research Log Spreadsheet (did you hear me? I USED the spreadsheet!!!) I started to really organize all the downloads, photos, data, links that were scattered in more places than I care to admit on my computer. I started scanning the family photos and putting them in their proper places on my computer - and my backup.
I still find myself chasing after BSO's and shaking my fist at the Genealogy gods, who often sit perched upon my shoulder, mocking my attempts at serious Cave work. But I am making progress. Small, perhaps even 'unseen by the naked eye' progress, but every day I move a bit closer, move one more file, add one more name.
Inch by inch.
....................... with one headlight.
Who's ready for more?!
Love your sense of humor!! Keep on keeping on! Hang in for Do-Over 2.0 - pretend you've not started it before....then you can be AHEAD of the curve ;-)
ReplyDeleteOh, I'm ready! 2.0 here I come!! :)
DeleteGrace under pressure is so clear here, Anne. Congratulations. I had both cataracts out and new foldable lenses inserted before I retired. Then just had epiretinal membranes removed in late January. Vision issues are more challenging than some people think. As it is I have minimal vision in my left eye (about 20%), so I sometimes worry... Sigh. It is what it is.
ReplyDeleteHopefully your humour will keep you trucking on through and enjoying your genealogy journey, regardless. Fingers crossed things go well for you this spring!!
Foldable lenses? Sounds so Sci-Fi! Yes, vision problems are very challenging, thanks for the note of encouragement!
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